But sometimes it’s not about letting go and when you are letting go and the feeling hasn’t fade a bit and even grew stronger and the memories just kill u bit by bit. You know that maybe all we could work it out again. Letting go maybe my only option by doors needed to be open up yourself and I fight for what I believe in and to fight my way back into your heart, u might see it as foolishness and stupid but to me it worths every bit and pieces. U might think I’m a nuisance but all that I know is that I still wanna care for u and walk this road together with u through the weather cold or warm. Cause I’m not done loving you. I know I’m selfish i know I’m a bastard but to me no matter what I will not stop caring for u. They say sometimes to let go is the best way but I just can’t. Day by day night by night all I think is all about you. Never felt this strong before. If you could just believe me. The tears I’ve drop is more than the past 11 years of my life you can never imagine how much I’ve dropped. Time can heal me? It’s all bullshit time just killed me and make me suffer even more. Memories are what kept me going cause in my memories theres you.
